Go On, Give Up, You'll Never Win: Archive

Revival.

Time to start using this again. Today I made my future Sister-in-Law cry out of sheer happiness because Jon and I are so kind to her, and she’s not used to it right now. I told her her mother’s day gift (she is a new mommy) would be here tomorrow, and I promised it wasn’t flowers, but that was enough to make her cry. I love the little family Jon and I are forming. My parents,...

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Aug 19th

I fucking hate my life right now. So so much. I just got my car 18 days ago and it already needs over $700 in repairs as well as 3 new tires. This is pushing me into a hole. I want to curl into a ball and cry and sleep. I want to call the dealership and bitch but my mom said they could press harassment charges on me just to scare me. I can’t stop crying. I can’t calm down.

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Yesterday I went to Target to get workout clothes since I signed up for a year at Planet Fitness. As I was leaving I was backing out of my spot very slowly and looking both ways when suddenly this lady came flying out of a spot and skidded the entire length of her car on the back of mine. She hit me and kept going. She pulled ahead and looked at me, then back ahead, making me think she was gonna...

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how is it possible that my days off from school are the most stressful? I’m so pissed off about everything. I don’t ever want to drive here again. I don’t ever want to deal with a sales associate again - sorry I pointed out that you weren’t doing your JOB. I want to fucking kill. I have already screamed and cried and that wasn’t enough. But at least my mom is cool...

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Watch

Captain Monterey Jack | The State I fucking love this show. We’ve watched all 4 seasons since Friday!

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2 weeks ago I was worried that getting into the DBT program might be a draw back. Yesterday I sat here crying because I was too anxious to call, then finally sucked it up and called and left a voicemail. She called me back within hours. I have an appointment today at 11 so we can talk about the program, and there are admissions next week, but…. I won’t be in town next week and...

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